Throughout my life I've always been a person of character. Someone who is not daunted by difficulties and, above all, someone who does not let step (as I once read "no less intelligent than I was treated this way, and Einstein is dead")
In 11-12 years, the psychologist (not ashamed to admit, I was a character problem, if you insulted me pulling at the head table today believe that the reaction was disproportionate, but I still think that no one should step on anyone for the mere fact of personal enjoyment) and told me "and change ... will change over time" but I'm still the same.
But my two best friends have slowly been falling apart, or rather the life and the society have been knocking until they have given up on being who they are and are trying to adapt to a society that has always repudiated or at least not treated as they deserve .
Which brings me to another big problem I have with everything with them, one considers that when I speak (or write) and I am stating absolute truths and I got tired of saying "in my opinion" in every sentence I say bitch ; always give my opinion and I do not possess the absolute truth and my view is more to what I can aspire to (I can imagine those of others, but always be marked by my beliefs.) While I defend my point of view vehemently sometimes (for many, too many times) is not less than those who know me know that my problem is that I think both my point of view that I defend to the death.
Returning to the theme will define what I consider "character": 
- is to defend your point of view against all odds and not be intimidated by threats (dismissal, etc.)
- is to be faithful to what one believes and not - is to defend your point of view against all odds and not be intimidated by threats (dismissal, etc.) tread left - ie the record straight without trying to embellish them with politically correct sounding phrases or
If I am guilty. I'm guilty of that and much more. Enraged
I am guilty of every time someone says "that's life" (my typical response? Then her on fire!). I am guilty
not to treat me like shit for anyone, be they managers, leaders, the Pope, the King or the mother who bore them.
I am guilty of still think that we (the people) have led the world to the point where it is and we (the people) are who we have to straighten.
I am guilty of, although I think every human being like me and like, I can not help but feel superior to those who surrender themselves refuse just to fit into society, or simply "pull ahead" (pragmatism not is one of my virtues).
I am guilty of presenting myself as I am (to be told my girlfriend, the first thing I said was my faults and good things, if he had, the discover it ... four years in October will xDDD).
I am guilty of considering what society are my worst faults (pride, faith in myself, for respect and treat me like a human being, excessive candor and total lack of tact) as some of my best virtues.
Although sometimes I still feel hard towards my friends love the fact remains that this is motivated by anger to see that little by little, I'm the only one who is true to himself and not try to fit if for this has to stop being who he is.
Because living with regret is worse than living with the defeat.
And if I changed what I could never forgive myself while much they throw me out into the street, give me kicks, I'm not slow but over time will give me strength.
Because what does not kill us makes us stronger.
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